Wednesday, October 21, 2015

Dear Justin...


Dear Justin,

Congratulations are in order.
A landslide victory for the virtuous red wave.
A collective spring of hope among the masses,
These discordant diversities untwisted and seemingly united within the folds of a thing called a ballot
Dear Justin, before we get too comfortable with each other, let me just say...

I'm guilty, for I've relinquished perspective
in the interests of "For he's a jolly good fellow"
a sad sad song; nevertheless, the band played on.
Justin, you're such a handsome man!
They now play for you, on the lands where "A Canada I can be proud of" echoes something profoundly reckless,
in the sepulchral sights, sounds,
and sighhhhhhhhs...
of our Native children,
coming forth in whispery wispy smudging,
through the cracks and crevices of hallowed grounds that mark these beauties' untimely expirations.

Though timely for you, Justin. Indeed.
And me too, for there is so much comfort and convenience in daily living,
So easy to forget all the misery of INconvenient truths

Your father left you with his legacy meticulously inscribed in grandiose form-latures as in...
"Whereas Canada is founded upon principles that recognize the supremacy of God and the rule of law"...
The words flowed like bubbly in the marbled and much marveled halls of colonial idolatry,
but all this time, the bubbly was blood...

of the thousands?

Multi-cultis like me, I remain hopelessly distracted by the illusory winds-of-change farce
And, Justin, your seemingly kind-looking face,
Canada knows comedy, eh

I smile. I feel the ebb and flow of something like tears - an instinct to cry in elation
But I do this because I'm reacting to tear-jerker manipulations and machinations...
at the sight of such deceitfully large gatherings of people,
cheering and lamenting TOGETHER AS ONE

such a..
such a bittersweet win, for political blood had to be spilled, too
Even though, really, really, we're one and the same man
But the ones in Orange, poor souls, skins not thick enough to weather the storms of social media dissatisfactions
Yet, what does it matter, Justin?
We're one and the same man,
something akin to a secret boy's club where not even the best and brightest boys are permitted to enter
because knowing any or many of its malevolence will unconscionably put the innocents in a bad way, and they too will become compost
like the disappearance and disintegration...

of the thousands?

Your angelic-wing-tipped feet walk on the earthy dust that was once full-bodied women with joys, sorrows, herstories, and other strange magical and mellow tellings,
Red dresses hanging in photoshopped shadows do no justice
And Justin, neither does your red wave tsunami
Because all I'll ever see is blood, on your hands, on my hands, on your hands, on my hands

Dear Justin, you now have the power to rip apart the shimmering shiny chimera you and I,
we've created,
You now can finally tell me,
"Ha ha, it was all a joke. A weensy experiment that went on for far too long."
You now can be the first ever leader of this palimpsest of worlds and words,
to uncover the stories and breathings...
annihilated.
exterminated.
invalidated.
massacred.
beyond recognition.

Beyond recognition...

of the thousands?

And of their lands. And of their dreams. And of their gifts to a humanity that might have evolved.
The thousands?
Who we will never get back.
Because they.
unlike you, and me, Justin.
They don't come, have never come, in waves.







Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Meta.Morph.O.Sees


The body. It has trans.de.ported this soul. 
Dis.figured in ana.comical and psycho.ill.logical ways.
Its brain, once with dormant potency, 
now functions accordingly with de.face.it character.

Nevermind the panic at witnessing the glossy tightness of skin, 
stretching trans.new.sin over the terrific swelling of extrem.i.tease.
It's the approaching ex.p.erasure. 

Beat. Beat. Goes the heart in triple time.
Vital fluids suffocating along narrowed pathways. 
Once sturdy internals mal.fluctuate, unresponsive to the toil of treatment.
Day by day, ex.her.shun augments the numerical results.

So the body ushers in the cons.e.questions. 
And the soul awaits its impending dis.missile. 


Tuesday, June 16, 2015

La vie n'est pas la vie sans un chat

Permettez-moi de parler d’un chat dans cet espace. N’était pas un simple chat!

Pour aimer cette espèces d'animaux dans notre monde, cela prend la tendresse comme une mère où un père après la naissance de leur bébé.
Mais, l’exception est j' arrête jamais regarder ma chatte de cette façon. Elle est une vieille chatte qui j’ai adopté de Toronto Cat Rescue.

Le monde semble charmant a partir d'ici. 

Tous les jours, je la regarde avec calme fascination.
Je lui suis dans notre appartement
Et j’apporte son brosse à cheveux favori.
Ma chatte adore la toilettage et elle à ronronne comme la vibration du cordes de violoncelle; c’est un son qui est particulière à ma chatte avec pas du miaulement.
J’ai aussi une voix étrange mais elle change quand je suis lui parler. 

À chaque fois je parti pour le travail, j’allume la radio et le bouton est toujours sur la station de la musique classique.
Elle aide ma chatte à se detendre et faire une sieste pendant que je n’est pas là.
Mais, des que je rentre, ma chatte est l’attente à la porte avec sa queue haute.

Heureuse.

Moi et ma chatte les deux!

Cette chatte magnifique est mon petit ange. Elle me donne l’espoir quand le monde sent froid.
Elle me rapelle toujours que j’ai la sagesse de créer un heritage durable avec ma passion pour la composition musicale et l’écriture.

Elle vient de me regarde et je sais ce qu’elle dit à moi. Je me demande souvent qui est derrière ses yeux.

Je pense que c’est la divinité.




*Le mot "chatte" a des deux sens, l'un de qui est apparemment utilisé dans l’argot à Montréal. Mais, dans ce poème, “chatte” veut dire tout simplement une chatte. 









Tuesday, June 2, 2015

Pretty Little Perfidy

Smiling is an art

And the one who masters its colourful variations has the world plenty in hand
For how can anyone turn away from such nuanced charms?

Tempted too soon, we give that treacherous contortion our undivided confidence
So fall we must




And fall we do.

Monday, May 25, 2015

Concatenation

grew up a rough n' tumble girliehood, boyishhood, two
but they didn't know
sometimes
couldn't tell the difference
God knew

fuck

wore something tragic, itchy scratchy pleated plaids, Scottish kilts 'cuz i wasn't
slip-on clogs that made clop-clop sounds on marked terror-tories,
was the smelly paki horse wishing delitescence
sigh...complete erasure wasn't possible
brown punching bags were trendy, visibility required

Sir Robert Borden Junior High. 

often sported crooked bangs after grinning chop-chop shears made stereophonic shunning sounds
ears got clipped, blood psycho-delicooed on piliferous skin
spilled crudely through that most torturous of exits when objects incomprehensible jabbed in discreet push ins, push outs

push ins, push outs

yeah, a boy in a girl, girl in a boy, he and she were tightly wound to make we two one, wounded
a freakin' child, only

chee, chee, shame, shame

oh but their snickering n' snorting 'cross the pavements left scars deeper than Great Slave Lake
spitting invective like they never knew their mothers' names
jagged little rocks hurled with hideous speed, sculpting screaming crevices
who would've thought that such ravaging could come from the graceful physics of a perfect pitch

their eyes never lied, sadistic juvenile joys

so i turned the shelter of my hands into fists
ran after these flimsy pawns with the menacing thud thud of the monster in the closet
eclipsed their repellent malignancy with the bright raging wrath of a tits-before-time pre-teen

last of the famous...ha ha

punched, kicked, wrestled, scratched, gouged
this mighty heart showed no mercy
viciousness propelled 'til I could no longer see their dirty buggery disguise
tore their beastly souls asunder

avenging, satisfying a thirst, lust

pressed their immaculate complexions into the thick brown mire
how does it feel, I laughed, laughing long and hard, long and hard
malice in my core, I was like them, not like them

no

a boy in a girl, girl in a boy, he and she were tightly wound to make we two one, wounded,
i cried to the Restorer
hoped for my brothers and sisters, we'd all win this fight
our arsenal, gleaming serpentine swords
we gut-spilled destruction in these remorseless reincarnations, these sad sad granules of humankind
oh, such waste, such waste
they were

'til they were no more. no more. no more.
'til the scars vanished
'til the nothing became something-something
or the girl became the boy, the boy became the girl, two

such were the menacing dreams of the child, whispered into existence with God's ayatul kursi
born in war
born broken
born tainted

born doomed.

Tick-tock. Tick-tock. Tick-tick. Tock.